Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Grant: 6 Months Old

Here I am again blogging another monthly update about my sweet baby boy!  I swear time just keeps speeding up!

Grant is growing up way too fast!



 

What are we up to?
Rolling, scooting and army crawling everywhere.
FINALLY sleeping through the night (for about 2 weeks now, praise the LORD, hallelujah!)
Nursing about every 3-4 hours
 
Still screaming in your carseat....uggggghhhhhhh
This video was on a 2 1/2 hour road trip.  He fell asleep 15 minutes from home!!!
 
 
 
You have TWO bottom teeth!!
 
We just got over a respiratory virus, so we spent two days with breathing treatments (Mama's first experience with a nebulizer!)  We all had this nasty cold, but poor Grant just couldn't shake it!
 
 
He still DOES NOT LIKE baby food!  I have tried store bought, home made, mashed, pureed and cut in little pieces.  Nothing gives.
 
What does he like?
Grant LOVES his jumper.  He can finally touch the floor!!
Sophie the Giraffe- I swear, the best teething toy ever created!
Snuggles.
Norah Kate.
Stroller rides.
Bath time.
 
 
I was "wearing" him in the Baby K'tan carrier yesterday and he loved it!  I used it when he was tiny, but haven't used it in a while.  It was so nice to free up both hands!
 
 
Grant is smaller than Norah Kate was at this age... weighing in at 15lbs 12 ounces.  But he is still chunky!  Wearing 6-9 month clothes and size 3 diapers.
 
His eyes are a greenish-grayish-brown.  I have no clue what color they will be (maybe brown!!! or a green color like NKs)
 
Still getting Mommy's Milk, no plans of weaning anytime soon.
 
He can sit up briefly, but falls forward still.
 
Not crawling yet, but he will be soon!  Believe me though, this mama is NOT rushing it at all!
 
Ummm yes.  He now flips upside down in the Nap Nanny while Mama is getting a shower!



 
 
Norah Kate:
She is sweet as ever.  Growing WAY to fast.  She now talks like a little grown-y girl.  She is so smart.  We have now reached the point where we have to be very careful about what is said around her, what is playing on TV, what she sees and over hears...
She is potty trained and doesn't have accidents anymore!
We started dance... but then we quit :(  She cried every time, she wasn't quite ready!
She is wearing size 3T clothes.
She weighed 30lbs and was 36 inches at our last doctors visit!
She is sleeping in her big girl bed, but we have to lay down with her at night to get her asleep.  I don't mind a bit though.  I know there will be a time where she don't need us to lay down with her or snuggle with her, so I am enjoying it now!
She is SO bossy.
We are going through a door shutting phase...She told me the other day she was going to shut her bedroom door so the monsters couldn't come in?! (Oh the imagination!).
EVERY SINGLE ONE OF HER BABY DOLLS HAS TO HAVE A DIAPER ON!
So now I am buying diapers for Grant and NK's baby dolls???
She wants Daddy at bedtime and Mama in the morning.
 
 
She has been dressing herself... let me just say her style is amazing!! Patterned red and green shirt, light purple jeggings, and sparkly red boots. ;)


That moment when I am so proud because she ate ALL of her veggies!!


 
 
 
Just to see that she "shared" them with Hoss....
 

Grant and Norah Kate,
Mama loves you both so much.  I hope you always know how much joy your bring into all of our lives.  You both have such sweet personalities and truly warm my soul.  Only a few more weeks of Mama being in school and then we will have a little more normalcy in our lives :)  You both have been such troopers through this time and are AWESOME kids.  My inspiration and drive for finishing.
My prayer for you both lately has been that God will guide me to make good choices for you and raise ya'll up in a way pleasing to Him.  I also have been praying that He will protect you both in this cruel and scary world.  I try not to think negative thoughts, but there are so many twisted things in our world now and it terrifies me for you both!
You two are my whole, whole heart!
 
I love you a bushel and a peck!
Mama
 
 
 
I love these little people; and it is not a slight thing when they, who are so fresh from God, love us. ~Charles Dickens, The Old Curiosity Shop


Wednesday, September 3, 2014

Counting my Blessings

So many of you know how bad I have wanted to be a stay at home mama from the time Norah Kate was born.  Don't get me wrong, I am grateful for the opportunity to work and to have chosen career path where jobs are plentiful.  However, my heart has always been at home with my babies.

I understand that not everyone has that "wish" to be a stay at home mom or wife, and that is ok (it does not make one a better mama than another) :)  BUT I do feel like God put it so strongly on my heart because that is where I am SUPPOSED to be.

Many of you also know that I started back school last March and will be DONE with my Master's in Nursing as a Family Nurse Practitioner in ELEVEN (11!!!!!!!!) short weeks.  How exciting?  It has been a LONG, challenging road to say the least.  I am very proud to have finished school while working (up until recently) and having two small children!

Some people are going to think I am crazy when they read what I am about to say.... but while I have been interviewing for jobs in my new career, I can't help but feel the stress of that internal struggle.  I am excited about advancing my career, but my wish and true desire is still to be home with my children.  I want so badly to be there for everything with them.  Yes, the money as a NP will be wonderful but the hours still long and demanding (and away from my sweet children).  

BUT God has heard my prayers and knows my heart.  A few months ago, I was introduced to something amazing and life changing.  The opportunities have been endless, and God has truly blessed me.  My wish of being able to stay at home is getting more reachable every day.  At first, it started as something to help make ends meet while I was not working to be in school/clinicals full time.  Now, though, I can see myself STAYING HOME (and hopefully in the near and foreseeable future) because of this!  This is so exciting for me, because honestly, staying at home has never even been an OPTION for me (not realistically or financially!!).

I am praying for God's guidance in my future and peace about my intended path.  I am so grateful for his continued blessings on my family during this time!

Jeremiah quote